I'm trynna motivate myself today.... I always feel like I'm not giving this my all...not pushing myself quite enough. I am very consistent.... I work out a minimum of four days per week...but usually 5 times..at full exertion....And although I know that the healthy rate of weight loss is 1-2 pounds a week...I'm still pissed off when all I see is a 1 or 2 pound loss. But then I have to put it in prespective...I've only been serious since the first week of August. I've been bullshitting and throwing my health down the drain for 40 years but I expect results immediately. It's funny how we want everything immediately, hardly wanting to put in the real work to get the results we want. But I'm in this for the long haul. I think each day I learn something new to incorporate into my life that will bring me closer to a healthier me. I probably do need to push myself just a bit more and exercise discipline but I also have to remember "Slow and Steady Wins This Race". -Sunshyne Out.
I'm experiencing "grey areas" in my life right now. Yes I am still separated and not divorced. Yes I still technically have a live-in boyfriend and a husband. And yes they both want to be a major part of my life. And unfortunately, I want to be a part of both of their lives but realize that can't happen. Initial sparks wear out and reality sets in..... just in my case sparks can go on a long time usually after sexual and emotional connections have gotten way too deep. Right now I'm taking the time to redefine love in my life. Love means something different to each person. I realize in talking to different friends on a day-to-day basis...that we all view relationships differently. Some women think that as long as he's a provider, they can put up with anything. To me money is not everything, what about the desire to be in your partner's presence? What about having that indescribable feeling when you get that hug at the end of the day? What about looking f...
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