Look at this.... I'm hold ing up a strand of my own hair and a strand of weave.... can't tell can you? Nope...this hair is an exact match of my natural hair... No one can ever tell unless I tell them..it's hilarious. I love it because my hair is very thick but not as full as I would like it to be so sometimes I add in a track or two to "help" me out. I've let alot of black grow in....ALOT... lol. And it's darker than the 1b/30 weave... it's been so long since I've seen my roots in their natural stage that I just didn't even realize my hair is really black...not off black... jet black.. I love it. Thought about dying the rest but kinda feeling this.
I'm experiencing "grey areas" in my life right now. Yes I am still separated and not divorced. Yes I still technically have a live-in boyfriend and a husband. And yes they both want to be a major part of my life. And unfortunately, I want to be a part of both of their lives but realize that can't happen. Initial sparks wear out and reality sets in..... just in my case sparks can go on a long time usually after sexual and emotional connections have gotten way too deep. Right now I'm taking the time to redefine love in my life. Love means something different to each person. I realize in talking to different friends on a day-to-day basis...that we all view relationships differently. Some women think that as long as he's a provider, they can put up with anything. To me money is not everything, what about the desire to be in your partner's presence? What about having that indescribable feeling when you get that hug at the end of the day? What about looking f...
First off, I want to say that I admire your wit and drive. You candidly have offered women a chance to live life through you by exposing yourself and keeping it all the way real. I appreciate you greatly for that.
ReplyDeleteSecondly, I'd like to encourage you on your personal journey to great health and self-fulfillment. There's no journey that will be easy and there are no battles that come without a fight. I'm rooting for you this year and I want to let you know that we're all rooting for you to succeed. Always remember to a) stay focused b) stay disciplined c) stay healthy d) and stay true to you. =]
And about your hair: it is bbbeeaaauuutttiiiffuuullll =] keep up the great work. Your curl pattern is so pretty.
I will be back soon,
Kimberly, FWB
Thanks Kimberly for the encouraging words. Means alot.
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