Well not really ..... but I joined WW360 on yesterday. I'm super duper excited. It's funny how God will put someone in your path to give you confirmation of something you been debating to do and then for this person to truly help you in that endeavor. I really appreciate good people surrounding me. I hope I help the lives I touch each day too. So me and my coworker just talked about it one minute and jumped online and signed up the next minute. Just like THAT!!!! BahZing! We had no plan, no clue....but even in the first day we were calling each other with new revelations that we read.....vowing to be accountable to each. I quickly realized after lunch that all those small "meaningless" morsels that I been popping in my mouth are big contributors to my plateau. I tried to blame it on the winter blues and being less active during this time and yes I'm sure that plays a factor but I'm now taking a long hard look at every little bite that I take and oh Lord Jesus I am so glad my eyes are open. So here's to a new start. *Sunshyne Shining*
I'm experiencing "grey areas" in my life right now. Yes I am still separated and not divorced. Yes I still technically have a live-in boyfriend and a husband. And yes they both want to be a major part of my life. And unfortunately, I want to be a part of both of their lives but realize that can't happen. Initial sparks wear out and reality sets in..... just in my case sparks can go on a long time usually after sexual and emotional connections have gotten way too deep. Right now I'm taking the time to redefine love in my life. Love means something different to each person. I realize in talking to different friends on a day-to-day basis...that we all view relationships differently. Some women think that as long as he's a provider, they can put up with anything. To me money is not everything, what about the desire to be in your partner's presence? What about having that indescribable feeling when you get that hug at the end of the day? What about looking f...
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