Going all in….again….cold turkey. The smoothie/shake fasting worked so even though I didn’t continue the two weeks following that trial…I have to remember that I did lose 7lbs doing it. So for the next three weeks I want to commit to continue doing that…. Maybe pick up some discipline along the way. Maybe let less become habit… Maybe build up some resistance. A whole bunch of maybe’s.
So anyway, my body feels yucky today….cloudy…aloft kinda. I had two cups of coffee so maybe that’s a contributing factor. I did drink a couple cups of water, had my fruit smoothie so we’ve left the finish line at least. All Cool. Practicing Discipline…..Sunshyne Out.
I'm experiencing "grey areas" in my life right now. Yes I am still separated and not divorced. Yes I still technically have a live-in boyfriend and a husband. And yes they both want to be a major part of my life. And unfortunately, I want to be a part of both of their lives but realize that can't happen. Initial sparks wear out and reality sets in..... just in my case sparks can go on a long time usually after sexual and emotional connections have gotten way too deep. Right now I'm taking the time to redefine love in my life. Love means something different to each person. I realize in talking to different friends on a day-to-day basis...that we all view relationships differently. Some women think that as long as he's a provider, they can put up with anything. To me money is not everything, what about the desire to be in your partner's presence? What about having that indescribable feeling when you get that hug at the end of the day? What about looking f...
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