Today I was rushing ...no time for breakfast... then I was suppose to meet best friend for lunch but she was running late...so I kept working...then just didn't eat... I know that's horrible. I'll eat too much tonight ugh.... I'll make a conscience effort to not eat too much. At least I had water most of the day...and yesterday's Zumba was not as intense but still a good sweaty workout.
I'm experiencing "grey areas" in my life right now. Yes I am still separated and not divorced. Yes I still technically have a live-in boyfriend and a husband. And yes they both want to be a major part of my life. And unfortunately, I want to be a part of both of their lives but realize that can't happen. Initial sparks wear out and reality sets in..... just in my case sparks can go on a long time usually after sexual and emotional connections have gotten way too deep. Right now I'm taking the time to redefine love in my life. Love means something different to each person. I realize in talking to different friends on a day-to-day basis...that we all view relationships differently. Some women think that as long as he's a provider, they can put up with anything. To me money is not everything, what about the desire to be in your partner's presence? What about having that indescribable feeling when you get that hug at the end of the day? What about looking f...
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