Day 6 / 90 day fit challenge...GET'N IT IN.

WOW, I haven't blogged for an entire month. Ok Ok I'm back on it. I definitely want to be able to track my progress....any progress. So I been consistently working out every week and can kinda see some toning being defined but I am barely budging on the scale. It's almost the new year...yay...but I would hate to say on New Year's Day that I'm the same or worse weight as last year. So I have kicked it into overdrive. Starting logging on October 1st and making sure I make better choices....mind you I haven't been going hog wild anyway so I don't really understand what the prob'm iz. Well today is Day 6 and I'll be in Zumba class whch I love. That will make it 5 out of the last 6 dayz that I've incorporated exercies into my day. Yay me. I'm still at around 245lbs....I will verify accurately on the weekend. Feeling really sluggish today and dats even though I took a vitamin this morning.... had some cold cereal for breakfast, grapes for snack and baked porkchop for lunch. I will return tomorrow for a short snippet.

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Gray Areas...

I'm experiencing "grey areas" in my life right now. Yes I am still separated and not divorced. Yes I still technically have a live-in boyfriend and a husband. And yes they both want to be a major part of my life. And unfortunately, I want to be a part of both of their lives but realize that can't happen. Initial sparks wear out and reality sets in..... just in my case sparks can go on a long time usually after sexual and emotional connections have gotten way too deep. Right now I'm taking the time to redefine love in my life. Love means something different to each person. I realize in talking to different friends on a day-to-day basis...that we all view relationships differently. Some women think that as long as he's a provider, they can put up with anything. To me money is not everything, what about the desire to be in your partner's presence? What about having that indescribable feeling when you get that hug at the end of the day? What about looking f...

Nothing Going On.....Nothing going down.

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My curl exactly!!

Look at this.... I'm hold ing up a strand of my own hair and a strand of weave.... can't tell can you? Nope...this hair is an exact match of my natural hair... No one can ever tell unless I tell them..it's hilarious. I love it because my hair is very thick but not as full as I would like it to be so sometimes I add in a track or two to "help" me out. I've let alot of black grow in....ALOT... lol. And it's darker than the 1b/30 weave... it's been so long since I've seen my roots in their natural stage that I just didn't even realize my hair is really black...not off black... jet black.. I love it. Thought about dying the rest but kinda feeling this.

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