94 days till I'm the big 4-0...YAH! Every since I realized I was 100 days away I've been trying to get in some exercise. Pulled out my tried and true Shaun T doing Hip Hop Abs and also went way back and dusted off Billy Blanks ugly butt and doing his Fitness Bootcamp (which btw is ugh hard). I looked for my Walk Away the Pounds but the darn disc case was empty...with all the moving there's just no telling what happened to it. So today I decided to buy me another....toughter version....man Leslie Sansone has soooo many WATP videos...but do you notice she still thick in the hips and thighs...been walking all these years...lol. Anyway....I can hardly wait for it to arrive. Even been packing my lunch lately....not everyday but better. And my main thing is I haven't ventured to the plaza level for my all-time favorite PayDay candy bar.... I don't even care for candy much....but I absolutely love peanut M&M's and PayDay candy bar....that salt mixed with sugar is to die for......(cough....ok focus...lol) When I tell you I absolutely hate getting up at 5am thru the week....it is a complete understatement. I am NOT...I repeat I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON. But I hate to take the chance of something popping up and I don't get the chance to work out in the evening.... Guess what's the usual thing that "pop" up.....MY LAZINESS and EXCUSES. Naw I'm NOT doing all I could be doing...I still had white rice with my chicken and gravy and corn bread last night....mmmmmm... but I think any steps in the right direction is a step forward from where I am now. Smooches.
Long and short of it....I'm stuck with weight loss. Could be I'm not pushing myself enough...could be I'm still over-portioned....could be my metabolism... Could, Would, Should. UGH. I read alot of blogs and websites boasting people that follow some slight modification for one week and lose over 5lbs....I've never experienced that. Even in the beginning, my loss has never been over 2lbs at a time. Very frustrating because I've made alot of changes in my physical activities and eating habits. I've even helped others with their plan. Ugh. Not discouraged enough to give up but I am discouraged. I just don't want to feel like I have to give up every single thing I enjoy in life. oh well....Sunshyne Out.
You've already began your countdown to your 40th birthday which is a good thing, seeing as how you have set some goals beforehand.
ReplyDeleteI'm a little over two weeks away from my 38th and she and I are still trying to figure out the "right" place to spend mines at.
Good luck on your exercise and determination.