Ever had that nagging feeling that you should be doing something more with your life? Nothing's wrong with how life is now, but hmmm I wanna do more. Something I enjoy doing that could also produce a lil income. Something but what? Now mind you, I know there are business ventures I can dwelve into, everyone think their product will sell itself, everyone will tell you how easy joining them will be, everyone say just give it a try. But for some strange reason it just don't feel like what I want to do. I'm at such a content but unsatisfied point in my life. I've dabbled in a few things - all with the hope of "Taking OFF"...lol... and there are days when I think that what I'm suppose to be doing should be chariable and not money producing... that maybe I'm just missing that fulfillment. idk...usually writing out my feelings help me see some things clearer but lately it hasn't. All I'm set to do is be a wife and mother right now.... something's missing. But how do I figure out what.?
Long and short of it....I'm stuck with weight loss. Could be I'm not pushing myself enough...could be I'm still over-portioned....could be my metabolism... Could, Would, Should. UGH. I read alot of blogs and websites boasting people that follow some slight modification for one week and lose over 5lbs....I've never experienced that. Even in the beginning, my loss has never been over 2lbs at a time. Very frustrating because I've made alot of changes in my physical activities and eating habits. I've even helped others with their plan. Ugh. Not discouraged enough to give up but I am discouraged. I just don't want to feel like I have to give up every single thing I enjoy in life. oh well....Sunshyne Out.
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