I love receiving compliments....I mean damn I am a girly girl. But you can best believe your compliment doesn't define me or swell my head....and if you wanna know why - it's cause I know I be looking my best. I love who I am and how I look. I take pride in how I leave the house each morning...(well usually...I mean we all have fuck-it dayz...) I know there are guys who think thick-misses need a confidence boost...but naw dude that chick ain't me. I'm pretty good at discerning the compliment tho. Weight and Low Self Esteem does NOT live together in my body. Just because I'm overweight doesn't mean I'm ashamed or uncomfortable with my body. Naw boo.....move the fuck on. My level of confidence in myself is thru the roof...so you will get no thanks for boosting my ego. Some call it arrogance... but I'm not running around pushing myself on folks...I'm very approachable and friendly to everyone...men and women alike. "She walk like she all that" ...yes bitch I AM ALL DAT and a bag of chips...lol....stfu. I not pushing all this thick and curvy shit either...no I say get healthy. Yes embrace your curves and extra padding but take care of your body... I'm working hard to get healthier and get the body that I WANT.... not what everyone or anyone else wants me to have. ok....now I'm singing..."It's too big, too wide, too strong, it won't fit, too much, too tough.... I walk like this cause I can back it up.....I got a big ego...such a huge ego"
Long and short of it....I'm stuck with weight loss. Could be I'm not pushing myself enough...could be I'm still over-portioned....could be my metabolism... Could, Would, Should. UGH. I read alot of blogs and websites boasting people that follow some slight modification for one week and lose over 5lbs....I've never experienced that. Even in the beginning, my loss has never been over 2lbs at a time. Very frustrating because I've made alot of changes in my physical activities and eating habits. I've even helped others with their plan. Ugh. Not discouraged enough to give up but I am discouraged. I just don't want to feel like I have to give up every single thing I enjoy in life. oh well....Sunshyne Out.
LOL!!
ReplyDeleteDon't we all -- you go girl =].
Keep doing your thing!
Kimberly, FWB